a place for frustrations

2004-12-16T06:33:00.000-08:00

everytingg was jus a dream.

nevermind =)

i'll wake up fr0m it so0n.

2004-12-16T03:43:00.000-08:00

yOz! yesterday went SnowCity .. so fun! we enter inside at first not so cold de lei .. den end up we all shivering all tat! den keep taking ice/snow throw at each other . haas =pPp
den James hor . so bad! =x so take snow put on my head and rub =x bleahs
den i take revenge do him back. end up we keep running ard throwing at each other
somemore he keep putting snow in my shirt and on my leg lo! so cold .. =xXx
end up im the worst one lo .. everyone look so clean .. den mi lei .. hair all snow .. erm .. face all snow also =x den we play the slide tingg . so fun!
after 1hr we have 3omin break den we go back in .. tt time i realli shivering liao =x cos very very cold inside .. hahaas . den i ask Gloria hug mi =x bleah . but not les hor =xx i too cold liao . den mengzhi also ask her to hug him! hahaha! den she so shocked sia LOL =x ya den we spend the whole 1hr playing the slide. den got one guy working there help push ppl down the slope de. he suddenly ask mi i from wat pri sch den i tell him lo. he sae i look lyk his fren -.- lol. yaya .. his hair so nice =x hahaas .. den we keep playing the slide lo .. den so fast sia the snow keep going into my eyes. zzz den we go play snow again . tt time i cannot wait until i go out siaa =/ soo cold .. lolx .. den we go out liao den they wan go Bugis but me and mengzhi go junction 8 cos i wan buy bag ma .. den buy bag liao go home lo .. saturdae going Sentosa wif meiqi they all .. yea~ hope will be fun bahhx ^__^ heex.. write till here .. byebye~ =D

2004-12-12T06:15:00.000-08:00

shittie ass`~

sae watever u wan

i dun care

im a stubborn ass

call me watever u wan.

u can never change my mind.

...watever la!

bad mo0d liao still wan make mi bad mood

dun tok abt my family tinggy kaes

mind ur own business

bye!

2004-12-05T03:01:00.000-08:00

yOz..
i hate to sae tis but nowadaes i realli lazyyyyyyyy to update my blog =(
n0w im writing again hahaas.
few daes ag0 i cut my hair ><
damn dotx one k
but those pe0ple hu saw my hair sae nicer than my previous one.
lololol
ok la .. forget abt tat..
went to chalet on the 1st and 2nd of december
very fun lo!!
hahaas
go there di siao pe0ple
end up kena pinched by gary -_-
dotx leh
he like no feeling one.
i pinch he not pain de
zzz
erm ya .. tok abt todai..
went to church
go CS and TM walk walk..
buy clothes cos i no more clothes lia0 -.-
my mum gave my clothes awae argh!!!
T___T
den buy alot of tings lo ..
hehee
den go home online lo
sianx sianx =x
btw stefani sent mi those pics i took wif coewe . wendy and mz lia0 ..
here it is!~~

lolx ..

2004-11-28T01:59:00.000-08:00

hihi .. im back to blog =D
seems tat i have neglected my blog =(
so sorri people! hehee..
well .. before i begin .. guess who is tis =DD.

lols. only junyuan peeps will noe .. the teacher with the smelliest perfume --> hoho!! =D
yarr .. saw her at mrt station den take her back lorr. so farnie x)!

okae larr .. talk about ytd norr.
ytd went to TM with tat jonathan spears
played Daytona . argh! i lose lorr!!
so chicken backside lo!!
now i must win him back lerr larrs hahasss.
den walked around lo.. den go paya lebar walk walk =)
go see clothes hahahas.
over there de This Fashion damn big xD~ so mani blothes - weee~ =pPp
den go Bugis take neoprintss. sorri can't put in muh blog yett` haven scan
stefani` i pass u all da neoprints when i go chalet kaess? x)
finally! can't waitt`` can go chalet di siao tat chicken! weeeess =X
after go Bugis we go Whitesands lo..
played arcade like sia0o.
over there saw one guy with rooster hair . hahahas
veri cutee. lolss.
after tat go PRP walk walk lo .. tat time cos MZ havin fever again
and we were damn tired lo..
can't walk at all
and $$$$less!! =/
so suay horr.
but thankfully MZ still have $8 =D
can take taxi home
but i needa starve x(
argh so nvm lo..
den we take the taxi sooo freaky!!!
i mean the taxi driver larr hahaass
he every single tinggie als0o must laugh de -.=
damn ahdotx*
den mz wan take another taxi cos he find tat driver freaky.
but!
no enuff money -.-
den i need to go my house take $$ lend him lo..
when in the lift!
i open my bag
and saw sometingg..
my mouth opened wide =O
guess watt` -_-
in my bag got $10!!
omgggggg.
mz saw tat $10 he totally collapse on the floor!!
but i dun care him la =pPp hahaas let him collapse lo -_- no la jk niaa..
but i was very very sure i hab no more $$ with mi lerr.
i took out everyting frm my bag all tat and check.
but suddenly tat $10 appeared!!
so creepy ehh..
but thank the Lord xDDD~!!!
den we go mama shop buy drinks all tat..
den mz take taxi home ler lo..
at tat time he hab high fever i tinkkk` lolss.
pro =X

and ohh yaa btw ..

yuzhi kor going overseas todai x(
gonna miss him hahaas!!
he'll be back in 3 daes time x)
kor!!
have a safe trip!! =D
tata!~

2004-11-20T23:22:00.000-08:00

report user -----> ClICK!
to0pid copycat
meowwwww~ =x
go copy wanling's profile.
kns.
everyting single word also copy.
people who are reading tis and hates copycats
report her n0w!!! =xXx
i sian sian.
and feel angry for wanling
so help tat si mao advertise lo..
=x

2004-11-20T20:36:00.000-08:00

VOTE FOR SLY =X
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BuT iF tRuE dEn iS dAmN CheAt lOhh!
sO .. mUsT vOtE fOr Sly HoR! hahahaas.
i wAn hIm wIn thE SinGApOrE iDol ComPeTitIoN nEhh`x..
hAiX hAiX =X
dUnNo wHy sOmE pEopLe tInk hE sUCkS.
So CutE lEh hE =X
hahahaas.
>__<''
hOpE hE WiN lOhh.

2004-11-20T08:12:00.000-08:00

todai go bowling.
den actualli wan cycle to PRP de.
but end up cann0t
so take taxi there l0.
hahahaas.
den cycle with meiqi lo.
go red house =DD
n0t realli scary.
cos daytime mahh.
but very tiring -.-
alot of slopes.
ya .. den cycle finish go take photo lo.
like neoprint like tat lehh.
den we want take like fall into the sea lyk tt.
den end up mengzhi realli almost fall.
scary sia he lyk wan to pull mi down with him lyk tt -.-
den go play play all tat lo.
den go long john's there and eat =DD
den i see one photo i take. show mengzhi and meiqi
they laugh lyk siao -.-
cos realli funny. lolx..
laugh until stomachache sia.
den summore tt time when i cycling one fuckin guy ride so fast.
den knock into mi.
his handle totally stab into my kidney there lo.
so pain. den he jus diao mi. his fault wat rite knnz..
den end up is mi sae sorri.
den laugh only will pain one.
cb lor. tt guy ..
luckily his 2 kids with him on the bike okay ar..
and also heng he gt kids with him lor..
if not earlier i scold him like sia0o liao ..
knock into ppl neber sae sorri .. still diao.. tmd..
idiot .. lolx .. nvm ..
ya den go home liao lo ..

2004-11-19T03:33:00.000-08:00

tmr 2N2 class bbq~
hahahaas
hope tmr have fun.
lol.

2004-11-15T02:53:00.000-08:00

jus came home. headache. tired. sian.
=x

jus noe sumone by the name of fairy tagged my board.
for go0dness sake..
PLEASE
lo0k at urself in the mirror b4 saying others.
alth0 i dunno who the hell are you
but!
from the wae u are speaking
can see tat u are an irresponsible rash little childish girl
=DDD
you have no right to discriminate sumone worr..
and dun say others act lian..
unless u know tat person well.
do u know mi well enuff? NERD =DDD
if no den diam diam.
please tinkkk` b4 u tag sumone's board with those comments
tats a very childish act
only 2 year old kids do tat.
unless u suffered from sum brain damage when u were young tts why ur brain cannot mature?
HAHA .. ~~pitiful~~ =xxx
dun tink becos of ur childish act
im beri dulan or watt` horr
im not!
muahahaha
=ppp
im kind of happy tat u tagged
bring more excitement in my life =D
thanks a million
but no thanks.
i dun give a damn abt the excitement u've given mi
waste my time
and!
i dun wanna waste my time on some act cute people lyk you! =DDD
put ur name as FAIRY
omgggggggg.
plz lo..
ur wae os speaking can NEVER be compared to a fairy.
dun act gentle and cute la =DDD
still wan comment on others.
hahahaas!
dun make urself so0oooo xiasuay here lo
i feel embarassed for you =in tis world u are just an ass who tink u rawkkk`
but the fact is
u suck
=DDD

2004-11-13T21:31:00.000-08:00

todai morning wake up eat breakfast
den play comp lo..
later going out!
so0o happi!
hahahaas..
jus now watch Shania Twain de concert on tv
den got one guy cum up on stage.
den call his girlfriend cum up also
den he take out ring and propose to her on stage!!
omgggggg.
so romantic =DD
muahaha
den she sae yes.
lolololol
she is so0 lucky =D

2004-11-13T01:51:00.000-08:00

omggg.
im damn fucked upp`
jus now i sian marhss.
den go play MapleStory
den halfwae got tis magician cum watt`
den suddenly he LOL LOL LOL LOL!!
i tot watt`
den jus dun care him lo..
den he say LOL! must have alot alot alot of people hate tis xiaomao!
den i was lyk .. wtf? hu the hell is he?.
den he sae my fame in MP is -1?
i dunch care a damn about fame~
his fame 3 . i tell him diam diam dun act big .. fame 3 only
den he sae at least he is better than mi watt`
den i tell him he still low .. but ppl higher than him .. if he very high sae mi i dun mind .. but he low still wan kpkb ..
den he diam diam liao lo..
=x
trombon3
anytingg find him scold him ahh! =x
den i advertise in mi nick ma..
den boon kiat sae trombon3 is from jyss?
wtf .. so qiao..
den his name is weiwei!
omggggggg.
xiasuay lo..
but i dun care =DDD
jus scold him!
hu ask him so arrogant..

2004-11-10T01:48:00.000-08:00

ahhhhhh
im S I C K
haizz..
38.7 degrees
sooo sickk =(
sleep one whole dae..
sumtimes feel so hot sumtimes feel so cold..
zzzzzz`
hao xin ku*
now feel lyk fainting.
S U C K S T____T
sorri coewe and mengzhi
todai can't go out wib u all ..
*sobs*

2004-11-09T02:24:00.000-08:00

MISSING REPORT BOOKS

belongs to :: Mengzhi . Coewe . Zhishan . Deidrea
Last seen :: 1st November. ((monday))
Last person who touched it :: Winstar Tay ((#^%$#^%$))

*anyone who have found it or seen it plz tag my board!we realli realli nid our books back!*

if anyone found our report book and give it back to us
i will give tat person a BIG kiss
=ppp
jk.
=\

2004-11-09T01:38:00.000-08:00

hArlOwX! back from badminton lerr =DD
verii tired* =X
todai i 1hr late siaa..
pai sehh arr .. play comp until forget time =X
den i rush all da wae down to MZ hse lorr.
den heard tat my report bo0k lost leii!!
tmd fuck cb knn larr.
tat time give winstar.
den winstar those act big one lar
den mz sae maybe winstar throw our report book in dustbin?
fucker lo..
den without report book how kavitha gonna choose the class for us?
walau..
damn fucked up lo..
nehmind bahhx
den we go sports hall eat den play.
play till 3 lyk tt den go home liao lo..

2004-11-08T19:03:00.000-08:00

yOzZz!
ytd beri late cum home so neber update blog
sorri hor =X
uhh .. ytd coewe sae she cannot go out =(
so .. only mi and MZ..
wanted to call more people..
but!
all in scho0l -.-
so we went to Escape..
but closed =/
i forgot!! closed on mondaes to fridaes!! argh!
den walked to whitesands
played arcade for the whole dae [ until 4+ ]
den to0k mrt to Eastpoint
played arcade again`x
den go pet safari see animals..
den take mrt to changi airport eat dinner
den around 9 when wan to go home tt time suddenly i wan to go Bugis..
so go lor .. haha
den walk around ..
den go to Orchard..
and to0k a taxi home ..
reached home almost 12 bahhx..
todai altho little ppl .. but fun ..
lolx .. but!
din get to see yuzhi kor =(
lololol.
todai gonna play badminton
bye!* =D

2004-11-07T19:56:00.000-08:00

BOMB her foneee..
BOMB her foneee..
BOMB her foneee..
BOMB her foneee..
BOMB her foneee..
BOMB her foneee..
BOMB * BOMB * BOMB
argh` sian larhh..
call her so0 mani tym`
dowan pick up!!`
BOMB her foneee arhhh =XxX
laaaas~ i noe i verii bad larr kae -.-
dun habb to tell mie xPpP~
K-Box or Escape
choose for mie!!
i dunno where to go`
go K-Box so far..
go Escape can see yuzhi kor
ahhh * but both fun nehh`x ..
ai yahh suan lerr larr -.-
im waiting for coewe call~
if she n0t going den i go Escape lorr.
hahahaas..
=X [ lame ]

yuzhi kor ... here i cum ~~~~~~~~~

2004-11-07T05:33:00.000-08:00

oh yarr!
forgot tell pass a msg horr =x
but guess everione knows it liao0 larr! hehehe.

2N2 klass gathering!`xPpP~

venue :: pasir ris park`
date :: 2oth November
time :: 3p.m. - anitym` uu wan x]]

* only for 2N2 pupils w0rr.

uhh .. yarr! i wan cycle to PRP nehhx`
BUT!
~~no one~~ accompany mie
hu wan cycle hu wan cycle?? =X
if got bring bicycle al0ng also go0d mahhhs`
can cycle and explore!
cos` da bois sure kick soccer wan mahhs.
girls got play de mehhs =.=
AND!
i wan run awae from bbqing the fo0d . later i chao ta =X
so0 ..
who is willing to pei wo? =DD.

2004-11-07T01:05:00.000-08:00

who wan buy wax . clay . spray or hairdye!
tell mie in msn x]
help zengyang advertise
=x
he d0 business.
la/a/as~ mi his assistant =P
hahahaaas!
dun w0rri he sell de tinggies beri cheap de! x).

tat idiotic wahab
talk bad ab0ut raihan
why can't youu just leave us ALONE?
hurhur`Zzz..
i know u from Mafia laaaaa
BIG uhh?
but i dun care a damn x]]]
curse ya eat banana = CHOKE*
play comp to0 muchh = EYE GO BLIND*
go sh0pping = slip on banana skin and break UR bones*
cross road = BANG*
go out with UR stead = FALL DOWN*
talk on fonee wit UR stead = to0 much radiation . die of brain cancer*
fcuk wit other girls = LJ BURST* [ tAts f0r bein unfaithful to ur stead ]

uhh .. wateva. the most suay ting ishh..
nxt year same klass as him!
O . M . G*
enuff b0ut`him.
tmr maybe g0in K-BOX play2.
zaijian!* =)

2004-11-04T07:44:00.000-08:00

YoZz .. lemme tell u how i celebrate my bdae ytd =X
meet raihan and chengyong earli in the morning
played arcade lorr.
den 2.45 like tat i go meet samuel chong they all.
go prp =XxX
they ask mi go one larr.. so i go lorr .. heeXx..
den at PRP go play play lorr. take seashells =XxX
den after tat at nite we to0k bus to Whitesands .
in the bus we all lyk beri throw face leh . we take our CD player play loud music in the bus -.- den so pai seh .. lolx..
den mi actualli nid to go home but they ask mi stay for awhile so i stay lorr.
den i told them i not eating la but they buy Mac for mi -.- their treat! hehehe
den while eating dey sae wan buy wat bo0ster card larr. den leave mi . samuel chong and chenghao alone . den they cum back suddenly one Mac cleaner put a gift beside mi lor. den eric sae must be sumone leave it behind one . den i blur blur realli tot sumone leave it behind one lei -.- den samuel chong tell mi dun pretend i dunno anyting lorr. den i tink and tink den noe tt they buy for mi de .. hehe .. thanks guys! appreciate it alotx .. they bought mi a white bear wif angel wings .. damn cute .. lolx .. den after tt we go arcade play for awhile den go home ler lorr.

lets tok abt todai k? hehe..
meet coewe earli in the morning . ate breakfast wif her.
den i nv finish eating cos i lose my appetite lor ..
cos of SOMEONE larr .. i also duno hu the heck is tt guy la..
keep tokin abt me and coewe to his frens
den i seeh is face i wanna PUKE ar.. ccb..
make mi lose mi appetite
even desmond tan more shuai than him ar =X
tt guy's face de mo peng more than desmond lor.
wabiang .. see him i wanna puke lar.
after eating den go buy ting and go arcade play.
den wait for MZ lor ..
den we go shop dye hair~
muahaha finally dye liao! lolx..
den go eat dinner den go play bowling liao..
bowling centre empty lor! beri shuang sia .. haha ..
den play few games den go arcade play again -.-
den we go TM find alaric
cos we heard tt alaric kena sacked on the first dae of work! -lmao!-
den we take neoprint also lorr.
i pay lei -.- tmd.
after takin neoprint den we go arcade play again -.- [ damn broke ler lor ]
after tat we walked to library lar. cos pei coewe take bus ma
den end up mi and MZ hungry den we go coffeeshop eat burger
den we tok tok and laugh laugh
the whole coffeeshop empty .. only have us -.- lol.
den we went out den tok awhile lor ..
den coewe take bus home liao i force MZ pay for mi taxi fare .. wahaha
ard 11+ reach home lorr.
todai also beri throw face =.= ai ya used to it liao .. lolx =P .. we three keep makin funny noises den ppl look at us lyk we siao lyk tt ..
todai realli laugh lyk siao gao sia. can forget all problems
but to0 bad . once i reach home . all my thoughts cum to mi again.. haiz..
found out mani tings. brother kenghui dun worri worr..
mi will kip my promise de..
but i oso noe .. not promise u .. is promise myself and my lifelong happiness..
i tink i make tt decision also no nid ler ba..
i can jus give up ....

2004-11-01T06:34:00.000-08:00

hehs`~
todai morning mit coewe and mengzhi give back report bo0k
den went to orchard walk walk! =D
went to cineplex first norr.
decided to watch ouja board
not realli scary bahhs`~ but kind of shockin c0s sound l0udl0ud =X
bef0re watchin movie we went to eat KFC.
den play arcade =P ~ fun. hehee.
after movie went to heeren`
bought lotsa tings =X
MZ borrowed $45 from c0ewe =.=
after tat we walked to Far East.
but raining =X so we were stuck at Singtel building lorr.
MZ almost stole an umbrella from an old lady hu was asleep =X -lmao-
den end up we ran to Far East plaza lorr. =x
lotsa funni tings happened on the wae.
luff until lyk siao ginna`x lorr.
at far east plaza we shopped als0.
den to0k an MRT down to Whitesands
went to arcade again`x =X
den MZ treat us starbucks =D.
den we to0k bus 15 den bus 18.
MZ sent mi home ` thanks =D sistaz~` =P
todai spent alott`
im seriously br0ke now`

2004-10-26T01:53:00.000-07:00

ABDUL WAHAB BIN ABDUL KADAR
i dun need YOU to talk bad things behind my back ok? YOU are no better..
U think u handsome? kind? friendly? caring? fun? have many friends? VERY GOOD?!
*puiX*
YOU are the worst human being on tis earth. AND I MEAN IT.
u heartless freakk.
infront of me talk until so friendly
behind me call me crazy .. a slut .. a girl hu sleeps wif any kind of guys or anyhow sleep wif guys.
U DUNNO ANYTING DUN SAE OK?
insult mi i dun mind. JUST DUN INSULT MY FRIENDS.
YOU called Annie 'anniething' and ugly.
Do YOU noe how much it hurt her?
and u tink u very handsum issit? u are WORST THAN A PIECE OF SHIT.
den called Grace a retarded.
then u leh? abnormal bastard`x~
and YOU called sharifah a tulang and a prostitute.
why must you insult others? LOOK AT URSELF IN THE MIRROR FIRST can?
And anyway dun be such a coward.
i dare to go right up to ur freaking face and scold u.
why can't u?
MUST YOU Go Up To OTHERS and sae bad things?
U WANNA SCOLD ME RITE?
Cum to my face and scold la.
unless u are scared lar!
YOU are such a disgrace man`x..
i seriously wanna kill u now..
gettin frm bad to worst.
U SUCKS I HATE U
ANTI WAHAB
Watch Out.. im serious tis tym..
YOU tink u are sooooooooo good ar?
let me tell u sumting..
YOU ARE JUST AN UGLY BASTARD WITH NO HEART AND FUCK WIF OLDER WOMAN .. THATS WHY YOU GOT DUMPED BY YOUR STEAD!!!

PEOPLE out there..
Beware of tis guy..
his name is abdul wahab bin abdul kadar .. from junyuan sec 2E5..
DUN EVER MAKE FRENS WITH HIM cos U WILL 1o0% REGRET.
u noe why ..?
COS HE IS A FREAKIN BACKSTABBER.
he'll call u slut , prostitute , bitch , bastard , sissy . WATEVER STUPID NAMES.
he tink he's perfect .. of cos he's not ..
HE DID IT wif an older woman..
a 20 sth yr old woman..
no kidding..
HE'S SUCH A DESPO..
COS YOUNG GIRLS DUN WAN HIM SO HE FIND OLDER WOMAN AR??
wahab .. CAREFUL U NXT TIME KENA AIDS AR..
i'll be the first to laugh..
cos since u were so heartless in the first place..
i'll be heartless to you TOO.
SuckEr

2004-10-25T08:47:00.000-07:00

YoZz.. back liAo .. kekex .. jus now met MZ and jeff lor .. den go PS there .. went arcade play .. den after tt went to ParkMall and Singapore Shopping Centre -.- beri sian .. lolX .. den walked to orchard lor .. quite fun arr.. den dragged them go to far east plaza .. wahaha .. den meiqi they all cum meet us lor .. den took alot alot of neoprints together .. kekex .. den went to take mrt home lor .. ZS cry halfwae cos past 8 liao and she must reach home by 8 .. den i heard tt her parents quite strict ar .. so she cry norr .. den went to eat Mac .. along the wae saw a woman hu begged for $$ .. can see tt she cheat ppl de arr .. cos her clothes all so new .. den my mum saw her b4 also .. den sae she cheat de .. lolX .. den eat finish liao went home liao lor .. reached home ard 10 arr .. haha .. here r sum pics we took todai .. zai jian~ ^^

25/10/04 .. gloria head cannot see .. lolX..

See That!! dunno see wad also lei ..

lOlX.. me and meiqi over there acting shuai sia -.- wahaha.. =p

SistErZ..

waahahaha .. see tis one can laugh sia .. decorated by meiqi .. me .. serene teo and huijun! lolx .. see jeffrey face .. look lyk zhaborh sia .. lolx..

2004-10-24T20:59:00.000-07:00

sIaNz .. actualli todai nt going out .. cos coewe sick ma .. den no one wan to go .. den me and MZ so sian until we go out lor .. den jeff also going .. 2 guys 1 girl .. yucks =X .. lolx .. going to Plaza Singapura~~ cos MZ wan buy CD ma .. okiE .. i go liao .. finally wun be sian .. kekeX .. zai jian ..
Happi Birthdae kEhong !
*muacks*

2004-10-22T22:13:00.000-07:00

YoZz .. todai woke up around 12.3o .. so sleepi .. lolX .. den went online lorr. tried to download conquer. but can't =/ dunno why. sians! later at nite going out with jolene. hehehe.. gonna cum home late! lols. hope i can go online ^-^/ blog till here bahh .. later when i cum back den i update. ciaos~.

-[updAtEXx o1]-*
Hey!~ bAcK!~ loLx.. jus now meet jolene around 7.15 lorr. den went TM. i pierce 2nd hole liao~ weets. =X den bought a bag oso norr. =/
after tat to0k mrt to Bedok cos we promised our church teacher tt we'll turn up for tt event =.= so go lorr.
reach there around 8 plus? den eat dinner~ nice lehhs. =x wakakas~ den quite fun oso lorr. mi . jolene and leane went to toilet and play. actualli i start first de larr =.= jolene in toilet i hold the door dun let her go out. lolx .. den leane go inside we hold the door den throw water in =x haha. den around 10 plus lyk tt go home lorr. Joan drive us home.. reached home almost 11. heeXx.. quite fun bahh.. k larr. mi go sleep lerr. byebye~

2004-10-22T06:29:00.000-07:00

YoZzZ.. hahas. todai whole dae can play in scho0l lorr. den played UNO wif meiqi they all. den play heartattack lorr. we lyk very big lehh .. go put speaker den bring out tables and play -.- . hahas.
den around 11.15 we go back class check exam marks. i got promoted to sec 3!!~ yay! so happi sia. wanna study F&N nxt year. hehe. den we cleared up the classro0m all tt lor. den all my books i tear and throw in dustbin~~ dun care liao larr. keep the books for wat. kekex..
after scho0l MZ ask mi wan go watch movie anots. he treat mi den he ask more people go also. den they all have cca den guai guai go marhhs. den since mondae no scho0l so we go on mondae lorr. goin cineplex watch.. hahas. den jeff . zs . xy . mz and mi went to the CC there buy ting eat lor.den we at cold storage ma . den xy and jeff together so me and mz run la .. den end up play catching at the supermarket -.- i dowan run de but they 3 keep running so i no choice. lolx~ den buy liao go void deck lor.. den sit down tok tok . hahas. den mi and xy to0k mrt to whitesands there. walk walk mahhs. cos tt time only 2 lyk tt lehs. so early ma. den saw Ms Ambika shopping lorr. den i go tok to her. she ask mi abt my results all tt . den ask mi abt 2N2. she ask mi abt meiqi . mengzhi . alaric . qiufang . desmond . christina and the malay girls lorr. haha .. den i sae all go sec 3 except qiufang and aishah . den i sae christina change desmond attitude liao den ms abika the face lyk wan to vomit~ hahas. she wan mi pass msg to 2N2 oso..

" im happi for u guys tt u can go sec 3 nxt yr . good luck and i hope u guys will work hard and go to sec 5. "

after tt i pei xy go back tampines buy colour lens lorr. lolx .. den go home liaos.
at home i wanna watch show de but end up i sleep .. duno y larr. cannot control .. keep sleeping .. den everydae have headache summore. i wash my face also no use - still will tired de. and i sleep for long hrs i wills till be tired . argh .. beri sianz.. den i woke up eat dinner and bathe norr. den watch tv and go online . den have conference wif coewe and mz . keep tokin and laughin and we discussing abt mondae de ting lor . they wan watch movie and go bowling .. movie mz treat. he siao one .. so much money to spend .. lolx .. yea den end up nth to tok den everyone quiet den i ask meiqi join in ma . budden still quiet den i sleepi liao so i put down phone lorr. now wan sleep liao . tata~.

A thousand miles by Vanessa Carlton from White Chicks.

Making my way downtown
walking fast, faces pass
and I'm homebound
staring blankly ahead
just making my way, making a wave
through the crowd
and I need you
and I miss you
and now I wonder

if I could fall into the sky
do you think time would pass me by
cuz you know I'd walk a thousand miles
if I could just see you tonight

it's always times like these when I think of you
and I wonder if you ever think of me
cuz everything's so wrong and I don't belong
living in your precious memory
cuz I need you
and I miss you
and now I wonder

if I could fall into the sky
do you think time would pass me by
oh, cuz you know I'd walk a thousand miles
if I could just see you tonight

I, I don't wanna let you know
I, I drown in your memory
I, I don't wanna let this go
I, I don't ...

Making my way downtown
walking fast
faces pass and I'm homebound
staring blankly ahead
just making my way, making a wave
through the crowd
and I still need you
and I still miss you
and now I wonder

if I could fall into the sky
do you think time would pass us by
cuz you know I'd walk a thousand miles
if I could just see you...

if I could fall into the sky
do you think time would pass me by
cuz you know I'd walk a thousand miles
if I could just see you...
if I could just hold you tonight

2004-10-20T05:19:00.000-07:00

todai got back results .. very cham leii .. got pass larr .. but den very low lorr .. kekex .. after sch went to mystery road wif jeff ; MZ ; xy and zaffy . lolx .. not very scary ba .. so go P LAKE .. it sux!! lolx .. actualli quite ok de la .. den we walk right inside and found a string lor .. den the string tied to sth den thrown into sea ..we wan pull out and see wads tt .. budden very very very heavy lorr .. den mz keep saying its a dead body .. budden actualli realli look lyk dead body lei -.- so heavy .. lyk the weight of a man .. wahaha .. lolx .. den we gave up halfwae cos to0 heavy den we very tired liao lorr. den we walk up so tt we can go to the hill .. den we saw a pond full of mud lor .. den we take branches write our name all tt .. den mz take a rock den sae imagine its a meteor star den he throw in the mud .. den the mud all splash at us .. wtf .. especialli zaffy .. more worst sia .. wahaha .. he hair and face all tt have .. so suay .. den we wan push mz into the mud .. lolx .. den we clean ourselves lorr .. den jeff at the top alreadi den i go to him den wtf .. i nv see i step into the mud -.- .. my shoe full of mud lor .. xy they all see liao laugh lyk siao -.- lolx .. den wanna rain liao so we walked back .. halfwae i kena cut by torns .. damn pain but i dun care larr. can tahan .. heex .. but bleed until jialat .. and no one seem to care .. only xy ba .. xie xie worr .. hehe .. den after tt go home norr. sians leii .. zzz.. tmr can bring games and play .. happi .. kekex .. k larr. stop till here :) bye ..

wtf lorr. jus now we gt laugh at u meh .. angry for wat .. now she also angry wif u lorr .. she sae 'we laugh at her cannot .. she laugh at my luv bite can ar?' . fed up liao fed up liao fed up liao ... abit of tings also angry? u angry wif us can .. we angry wif u cannot? dun so sensitive larr .. people nt tokin abt u u tink ppl tokin abt u .. stop bein so paranoid ok? now mani ppl angry wif u liao lor .. last time i keep on ren ur tis kind of attitude .. but after todai .. i cannot ren liao .. u wan hate mi? fine ... hate mi all u want lorr .. tis is my blog and i type watever i wan inside k? u against mi and wanna fight we one on one settle in school lorr .. u jus gotta accept ppl comments marr .. sumtimes we hurt u i noe .. but when we do tings for u .. instead of bein appreciative .. u be angry .. wtf .. wat kind of fucking attitude is tt? not tt i wanna sae u lorr .. todai ask mi izzit true anot .. i give my own damn opinions .. and wat did u do nehh .. angry again? how the fuck wuld i noe .. damn pissed off wif u .. wth forget it .. im jus typing out all my anger in here ..

2004-10-17T02:35:00.000-07:00

[ Saturdae ]
went to potong pasir for housewarming party. to0k MRT down norr.
the house damn nice sehhs . wo0ts =xx
jealous ><
ate lunch dere lorr. den watch vcd . muahehehe =xx
den me and my famili wan go CityLink there walk walk.
my family and my cousins went down together.
while walking past a CC basketball court . sum freakin guys playing basketball shouted hi to me lyk they noe me lyk tt. so i jus acted lyk i nv hear anything.
i jus looked at them and they smiled -.- dotx.
den to0k MRT down to cityhall den walk walk lorr.
den go suntec city and eat dinner. den take bus home.
at home online lorr. den ard 11plus i sleep liao .. kekex..

[ todai ; sundae ]
went to church in the morning.
den the MRT come liao .. i happen look into the driver cabin . den the driver in the cabin waved and smiled and asked me to get into the train -.- i jus ignored him lorr. den when the MRT stopped he opened the do0r and smile and waved -.- den i jus went in lor. heck care hahas. to0k 32 to church .. same bus as jolene again .. wahaha .. she sae actualli she can reach church early but she purposely missed the previous 32 and wated for another cos she noe i will be late -.- duno true anot .. wahaha .. but tts sweet~ =p thanks lar hor =xx .. not sincere de .. lolx .. after church to0k same bus as her again .. den went giant wif my mum at bedok .. den eat Mac .. outside Mac gt sum pai kia sitting outside tokin .. then policemen come and qn them sia .. lolx .. after eatin i went home liao lorr .. tts all for todai .. kind of sian .. hu wan go out on Tuesdae? =p watch movie and cineplex..
Mengzhi ; jeffrey ; gloria[maybe only] and mi going ..
gonna ask stef and xy go as well..
hu wanna come along tell mi hor ..
more ppl better =p ..
tata!~

2004-10-15T05:36:00.000-07:00

yoZ! F R E E D O M !! =D finally. woots.! lols.
lemme tok about those nite study and stuffs k?
Tuesdae nite
at nite went to scho0l for history remedial. met farhana ; zafirah and mengzhi lorr. den go scho0l . while waiting for teacher we all explore first. scary sia. so0o dark. lols. den mr singh cum den give us sum hints for the exams lorr. den we talk talk play play for awhile den go home liao. zhengui sent mi home cos i lonely and he stay near mi ma . lols .. thanks kor!

Wednesdae nite
at nite went to scho0l . study maths larr. den suppose to practice maths de .. end up sae ghost stories. den we whole group went to explore DNT bois toilet . even we girls went in . lolx .. den go there quite scary leh .. den the light in the toilet off . but no one dared to move .. too scared lorr. haha .. den we went out of the toilet very quickly den go tok abt ghost stories again . end up me and meiqi scared until ask gary father bring us home .. wahahahas.

Thursdae nite
at nite go to sch wif stef and xy . do art lorr .. haha .. den when me xy and yk wan buy drink . xy saw behind yongkian gt one shadow bouncing a ball .. but there is no one ard us .. creepy rite .. den i happen to look on the floor .. tt time we both alone la .. den i saw 3 shadows ... 2 of us .. and 3 shadows??!! the 3rd one cum frm where? .. and we realli alone .. cos i look ard and there was no one behind us while there is tt 3rd shadow behind us..... den at staircase while doing art suddenly Xy sae ' i nv offend u rite . cum find mi for wad' .. den stef look at her lyk weird weird de .. of cos i noe wad happen la .. xy toking to that... haiz .. scho0l realli sux at nite .. scary .. lolx .. and somemore ytd according the the malays tt Hell gates open .. den sch have alot of tt ting lor .. den ask zhengui send mi home cos i scared .. den we went RC .. full of old women -.- .. den i wait until 10.15 lyk tt .. den zhengui send mi home .. xy mother wait for xy ma .. lolx .. den when reach my hse .. zhengui sae he wan tell mi sth but to0 shy .. den i stay under my void deck for 30 min trying to noe wad he wanna sae -.- .. he promised me tt he'll gimme a letter todai [fridae] .. but todai i go sch he sae he forgot .. wat a promise -.-

[ fridae ]
well .. todai .. finally .. exams over!! wahaha .. went bowling wif meiqi they all la .. at first i dowan to play one .. cos i dunno how .. den summore no money all tt ma .. and pai seh wad .. haha .. den end up .. kena forced to throw one -.- .. den i suddenly wanna plY!! wee ..lolx .. quite fun leh .. wahaha .. nxt time i wan play again!! lolx .. ard 6.30 lyk tt den i reach home .. heng mama nv ho0t wo sia .. lolx .. anyway .. kavitha said science section A everyone pass except desmond and qiufang .. sian lehh .. section b all tt i sure fail sia =x no confidence .. keke .. k la .. i watch vcd liao .. byebye!

2004-10-12T01:57:00.000-07:00

harlow!
todai science arr.. quite ok lorr .. quite easy leh .. haaa..
den lit horr .. quite hard .. maybe cos i din study =x opps =/
jus now spoke to xuelian on the phone
we both nth to tok leh . LOL
and she said im damn quiet -.-
its jus tt i dunno wad to tok la haha
and her voice .. so cute!! muahaha
beri sweet x)~
well .. den put down phone . i tok to MZ
k .. blog till here.
ltr duno wan go scho0l at nite anot
stefani soh meiqi dowan go .. not fun ..
haha .. bye

2004-10-11T02:53:00.000-07:00

wabiang.
todai's geog paper is so damn fcukin tough!!
sure fail . 1o0% FAIL :(
sian lia0s.
tmr science and lit paper.
science i dunno aniting
Lit i dunno about The Boy.
im dead larr. lols.
zzz..
plus tat stupid fcuking msn.
damn cb ehh.
cannot sign in one lehh.
STRESS STRESS STRESS!! T_______T
anyway ; tis morning reached scho0l around 7.5o.
den zhengui told me he dun wan scold vulgar lia0s.
cos if scold to0 much in his nxt lyf` he will born without mouth =x
i hear lia0 laugh lyk` sia0o sia. muahaha~
todai nth funni happen arr. glad tat raihan is safe ^-^/ hoho.
go study now. bye.

2004-10-10T06:41:00.000-07:00

hoho~ back to blog again~ damn sian and bth lia0s lorr. zzz =.=
well .. todai for the wh0le dae only chatted wif xuelian ; stef ; isbandi ; raihan.
only 4 ppl ...
* prays hard * h0pe nothing happens to raihan and his family xDDD~~~!!
okae - tmr is exams ; geog and chinese paper 2.
geog cannot fail . geog cannot fail . geog cannot fail. =XxX~~!!
geog so easy to pass ; if i fail tis paper den others confirm fail lia0s~!!
scared. scared.
cannot retain , must show all teachers tat i can do it~! weeets =x
okok. cut the fcukin crap =/ im to0 bored larr. sumone save me T___T
i tok to ppl on msn they bo reply me one lehhs.
haii.. sux manns..
zz .. suddenly miss stefani & xuelian so0 much =/ maybe im to0 bored and feelin so0 lonely =x
lalalas~ im out of here.

2004-10-10T01:20:00.000-07:00

hihi .. wabiang .. gt one despo .. ask my fren's dad to divorce wif his wife cos he wanna be wif her .. -.- wat a freak .. den if they dun divorce tt despo will make my fren's lyf suffering .. kao .. tis world have tis kind of ppl one ar .. zz .. well .. todai stayed at home and study -.- .. tmr exams .. sure to fail .. gd luck to ppl out there! heex ..i tink i'll blog again after my exams are over .. k la .. byebye!

2004-10-07T21:05:00.000-07:00

now i in scho0l using comp . lols . im sitting beside mengzhi now cos the comp beside xy cannot be used T__T nvm nvm .. kekex .. well .. now in friendster and the comp damn lag lorr .. jus now kavitha said tt i will retain nxt yr .. how could she sae tt!!! .. i will study hard lorr .. den go same class as mengzhi .. yay! lolx .. k larr .. i go let mengzhi use friendster liao cos his comp lag .. byebye!

2004-10-07T06:38:00.001-07:00

happi birthdae raihan!~

haas. todai quite fun arr .. lolx .. todai is raihan kor bdae =D happi 14th bdae.. kekex .. zzz .. now under exams stress .. exams are jus a few daes awae and i haven finish studying! omg omg .. lolx .. die lia0s .. no matter wat cannot retain one horr .. hahas. well .. nth much to blog .. jus tat todai last period cried in class .. tis tym` more chan .. whole class saw .. cos of tt stupid irfan larr. force me sae the answer . den i keep quiet they sae silence means yes .. shenjingbing . den its lyk dunno why larr . tears lyk comeout lorr .. mi under so much stress liao .. den those fuckers still gimme even more! fark fark fark~ =x den whole class lo0k at mi i very paisehh lehh. cos i dun lyk ppl see me cry lehh .. lolx .. anyway .. thanks meiqi for cheering me up~ tt time i cry i dunno where is xy sia .. she behind mi but she lyk nv sae anything =x but nvm .. kekex.. afterall tt jiekun problem also nt my problem wad .. i only protect my fren frm tis den end up ppl tink i am the one hu kena .. argh nvm .. den xy sae she wan call gang beat irfan and gengkai up .. i sae no nid .. dun create trouble lia0s. lolx .. den when bell ring .. i overheard mengzhi asking meiqi why i cry .. issit cos i embaress .. i hear liao damn dulan and feel lyk slapping him lorr. wad embaress?! i never even kena from jiekun wad!! why should i feel embaress? now everyone askin mi wad happen wad happen .. ccb .. den tt victor.. he see me only FORCE me sae wad happen .. i tell him shut up den i go find meiqi liao .. walau i haven recover yet then he keep on forcing mi lyk housefly like tt .. nvm .. i tink alot of ppl shocked to see me cry lei .. mengzhi sae he saw me cry den he also wanna cry .. LOL! den ivan di saw me cry his mouth open big big den lyk very worried and shocked .. lolx .. CH nehh .. keep on asking mi y my eye red .. den ask mi wad happen .. ns also ask mi wad happen but i ignore him .. as for victor -.- .... lolx .. u guys shld noe hehe.. ai ya .. nvm la .. everyting will be ok ba .. keke..

2004-10-05T05:44:00.000-07:00

harl0wXx .. my internet got problem agains. sian lehhs. hahas. k larr .. blog abt ytd .. ytd english exam quite okae larr. hahas. den after exam actualli suppose to go Mac but end up nv go lia0s. den me and meiqi pei gloria buy bdae present for her mother. end up we ate lunch lorr. den gloria keep making us laugh . wakakas~ funny .. lolx .. den meiqi laugh with the spo0n in her mouth .. wahahas~ laugh until no appetite sia -.- . saw jueying .. she turn very chio liao lehh .. kekex .. den gloria buy cake for her mother .. den go home lia0s =x shan't sae anymore lia0s ~ lolx ..

todai! quite sad lorr. cos mi and my mum kind of quarelled in the morning [ again ] .. nvm lorr. my lyf` liddat one .. realli hate myself for not having the courage to jump off a building .. haas .. nvm .. todai carry that stupid bag lorr .. feel quite weird lehh .. cos always carry sling bag mahh .. hahas. soh meiqi ask mi pei her carry den i pei lorr. hahas. then i take bus to scho0l almost cried arr .. very sad marhh .. hahas. den in scho0l .. i smile to mask up my sadness .. ai ya~ always liddat one lar mi. xi guan liao .. heex.. den Art tt time .. i even more sad .. cos gt ting happen lorr .. almost cried again -.- problems realli adding to my lyf` hurr? =.= ai ya .. i tot go scho0l can have frens to cheer mi up lorr .. but dun tink so arr .. haha .. nvm .. den after awhile quite ok liao .. den tt teo mengzhi make meiqi angry [ i tink ] .. i tell him sae sorri he dowan .. den me and xy scold him and sae him not gentleman .. he sae is meiqi too sensitive to words? haha .. den mr wong take pics of us .. last lesson wif him .. haha .. den he told me and xy tt we no more twin sisters liao .. completely different liaos .. lolx .. den xy tell him " but in ur heart will still have the twin sisters forever " .. den mr wong lyk wan to cry .. wahahaha .. -.- .. lamer~ lolx .. maths go comp lab .. den tt man make the comp for us de keep playing wif mi -.- .. he keep on suaning me lor!!! but nvm haha .. i suan him back wad .. lolx .. english watch show .. quite funy ar .. den my friend inside act ma .. extra leh .. lolx .. the one hu stood up and clap in class -.- .. lolx .. after tat have tinking skills . tt umairah kp lorr .. fuck leh she .. for nth scold mi cb .. i nv sae her or wat rite .. den she scold mi i dunno leh .. so soft~ xy told mi de.. den ahmad call her baboon she laugh den look at mi and diao mi -.- den scold mi sth in malay arr .. den i write in paper la .. i ask him she scold mi issit and all tt .. den he lyk jus shake his head or wad lor .. den i write ' no wonder u lyk her ' .. den he read liao straight awae take out pen write write write .. sae wad her face can burn at incineration plant liao .. den everydae use shit wash her face instead of using biore .. lolx!~ .. den i sae shit touch her face shit melt .. so she nv wahs face .. tts y have alot of mopeng!! .. lolx .. den he sae her face worst than baboon .. lyk shit arr .. i sae her face worst than shit arr .. ahmad read liao laugh lyk siao camel .. lolx .. not saying i gud or wad la~ budden she for nth scold mi .. shenjingbing leh -.- .. den have science .. go AVA room .. haha .. den after sch i find BHS den find meiqi .. den go home lorr .. haha .. k la .. blog till here .. byebye

anyway .. congrats XY!! lolx .. have stead liao horr .. wahaha .. may u and him last long long * ^-^/ [ dun change target so fast la -.- ]

2004-10-04T03:48:00.000-07:00

harl0wXx .. l0ls` todai we had our english paper 1 & 2 lorr .. quite okae larr .. not very tough larr .. hahas. dunno whether will fail anots lehhs ; not much confidence of passing =x hope i pass bahhx .. kekex .. cannot lose to that SOH MEIQI~ =p=p l0ls` hmm`x after the paper i go with meiqi they all lorr . xy go home ~~straight~~ lehhs . so guai horr? wahahas. =.= actualli going Mac to study derr .. but dunno why larr .. den end up never lia0s lorr. den me and meiqi pei gloria go find a present for her mother. hahas. budden cos we hungry marr. den go eat lunch. den that stupid gloria~~ keep making us laugh!! den meiqi dunno wat she do larr . i tink she ate the chili? den her whole face red red and she cry!! muahaha .. den i go try .. VERY HOT!! l0ls` den i lose my appetite lia0s .. firstly cos of the stupid chili .. secondly cos of GLORIA TAY!!~ she horr .. keep making those sounds and actions den we luff like siao ginna`x =.=!! white eating saw jueying and qiufang lorr. jueying becum very chio liao lehhs .. hahas.
after eating gloria buy cake for her mother l0rr. den i went to meiqi house .. wakakas~ den go dere do ART . so guai horr? kekex .. den i went home liao lorr.
at meiqi hse alot of funni tings happen sia .. wakakas~ laugh until cry lehhs .. lolx .. sian lehh .. tmr normal lessons!! haix~ sian sian. jus now took a lo0k at Victor de exam paper .. wa jialat sia -.- .. so hard!~ lolx.

2004-10-02T20:46:00.000-07:00

Looking out of the window ,
Thinking what to do ,
should i keep on waiting?
Or should i forget you?
My mind is in a whirl ,
and i don't know what to do.

Maybe you would be happier ,
if u find another girl
but now its just too late
and we can't go back
im sorry i can't be
:: perfect ::

When your faith turns to despair ,
always my love for you will be there ,
and never fade awae ..
will there be another chance for me?
or will there not be?
no matter what ,
i still love u
didn't change..
will never change

i know relationship is as delicate as glass
once broken it can be fixed..
but there will always be cracks ..
thats the price to pay for letting it go ..

There are time it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart but I don't show it..
Then there's times you look at me
As though I'm all that you could see
Those times I don't believe it's right
please don't make empty promises ,
if u never loved me at all.

those words u said to me ,
stabbed me in the heart a 10o0 tyms`
the behaviour u gave me
simply makes me cry.
why did you do this to me?

so i have to say before i go..
that i just want you to know ..

i found a reason for me
to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is ~you~

i found a reason to show
a side of me you didn't know
a reason for all that i do
and the reason is ~you~ ..

if i could turn back the time ,
i would go back to that night ..
and instead of saying those words that broke your heart ..
i would have said I Love You and Thank you For Being There For Me ..
but .. everything's too late now ..
you left me like the wind ..

dan ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui?
ni xiang bu xiang zao ge ren lai pei?
if one dae u ever think that way ,
remember that i'll come .. and forever i'll stay ..

wanna stay behind
wanna stay wif u
i wanna be wif u foreva
baby i wan u to noe
i`ll neva let u go

time heal all cuts and wounds.
but it never healed mine
these wounds seem so hard to heal
the pain is jus too real
there's jus too much dat time canot erase
when u cried,
i'd wipe awae all of ur tears
when u'd scream,
i'd fight awae all of ur fears
i held ur hand thru all of these yrs but u still left me without a word ..

love is like a butterfly
hold it too tight , it will crush
hold it too loose and it will fly .....

All these years i've been finding somone to keep me company..
there was one companion who was with me for many years..
and my companion is called Sadness..

my feelings , i hides
my dreams, i can't find
im losing my mind
im fallen behind
i can't find my place
im losing my faith
im fallen from grace
im all over the place
so lost in my thoughts ..
i nid u right now ..
please come back quick ..

both of our hearts will forever remain as one ..

i told myself waiting for you wasn't going to be of any use if you wont return
why must I spend every minute of my life thinking of you , waiting for you
If I had known earlier that you dont feel anything for me,
everything i do isn't of any use
you left me waiting and aching for you in the dark,
keeping the painful truth for me , that you will never be back in my arms again
Tears from behind my eyes..
But I do not cry...
Does anyone understand how i feel?
No...
No one does...
Don't even bother...
Where are you when i need you?
Where did you go?
All that I-will-be-there-for-you talk was just bullshit...
You never meant it..
You lied...
You lied to me...
I hate you..
But I love you...
I can't stop thinking about you...

everyday , everynight , every minute , every seconds ..
i would be thinking of you ..
hoping that you could come back to me ..
and everynight b4 i go to sleep ..
i would pray that u could come back to me ..
and i will stay awake in my bed .. hoping that u would be near me again ..
years passed .. but u never came ..

if i gave up one dae ..
even if it lets u down ...
even if i had broke my promise..
even if it was wrong ..
i will still do it ..
if it was for a good reason ..
but now ..
can i have another chance? :'(

i wrote tis myself ! =p .. but i took a few quotes and song lyrics .. kekex .. cos i sian ma .. den jus write lorr .. lolx .. hmm .. victor spoke to mi ytd nite .. he told me tt he have 133 daes left .. and winnie will be migrating .. haii .. so sad=( .. duno how to cheer him up .. but i noe he will miss her AlOT .. duno y her family want to migrate lehhs .. haii .. todai is sundae .. woke up at 11 and nv go church =x .. opps .. cos i stay at home and study ma =p .. lalalas .. so guai hor ? keke jkjk .. k la .. blog till here .. zai jian!

2004-10-01T05:18:00.000-07:00

yoyo .. k la tis one last layout liao la -.- .. haha .. i also dunno y i do lehh .. zz .. nvm .. wun be doing anymore until my exams end .. lolx .. yup yup .. todai .. very sian sia .. haha .. nth to do de lorr .. after scho0l wait for xy .. but end up went to meiqi hse .. teach her how to make layout .. lolx .. den reached home around 6.3o arr .. haha .. when i in the bus i saw tt fucker hu stole james hp lorr .. he wif bicycle gang sia .. act big arr .. all of them wear black =x .. lolx .. den along the wae home saw yi jie jie .. lolx .. hmm .. k la blog till here .. these few daes sian lehh .. and i owe mani pressie to mani ppl =x opps .. sorri .. haha .. nid alot of money manx .. still nid $$ for the holidaes!! gonna spend ALOT!! lolx .. zzz.. yuzhi kor and raihan kor bdae gonna cum .. lolx .. duno wat to buy .. any sugestions? =P

2004-09-28T03:58:00.000-07:00

yarr yarr. im backk .. lols . jus now my parents damn act dao lorr .. i wan go out they nag nag den never tok liao .. zzz .. den end up i AP go throw everyting .. den bang door all tt .. den my dad came in and nag nag nag den lemme go liao .. im gonna leave my house and come home late~ wo0oho0o~~!!! might not go online tonight. going Central park wif meiqi serene teo they all play candles all tat .. wee~ finally i can get out of my house . zzz .. kae larr. blog till here. zai jian :)

2004-09-28T01:58:00.000-07:00

to the person hu said i copied - pls lor .. my template haven finish .. so kan chiong for wat? anyway sheryl blog is 1000x nicer than mine lorr .. tt one i cannot deny .. so stop saying i copied her ideas lorr .. u got see mine have tt blinkie ting anot? dun have rite? den tok so much for wat .. and ALSO . i HAVEN fnished the whole ting .. i MIGHT make some chances also wat .. stop making a fool of urself here by tagging crap and being kan chiong and tagging at SHERYL's blog to0!

2004-09-27T07:27:00.000-07:00

k blog fast fast cos i gtg sleep so0n .. wo hao guai hor =P kekex .. hmm .. tis tamplate not yet completed worr .. dunno y i made a new one .. maybe im going mad? im alreadi mad lar lolx .. [ depression ] hahas. haixx .. sianx lehhx .. todai scho0l so bored but time pass realli fast :)) yAy! lols .. tmr hab LC [ listening compre ] after scho0l .. sianx...

2004-09-26T05:40:00.000-07:00

yoyo .. sians .. new layout .. and it sux lehh!!! l0ls .. so plain so black not nice .. budden nvm .. dun care lia0 =X lalalas~
hmm .. lemme start from fridae larhh kae?? .. friendae scho0l quite sian l0rr .. everyone lyk bad mo0d lyk tt .. after scho0l i go find BHS .. CH kena duno wat internal bleeding sia .. omg .. his hand and legs all red red derh >.< so scary .. CH take care worr .. take ur medicine larhh!!! lols .. hmm den me and xy and vic went to Parkwae lorr .. cos xy wan pierce her nose .. zzz .. go all the wae there jus to pierce nose -_- .. she pierce not nice de .. vic also sae not nice .. cos her nose not sharp?? or the earring to0 big arr -_- .. lols .. hmm nvm .. den walked around den i to0k bus 15 wif victor .. saw tingxin on the bus .. keke .. den we tok abt alot of tings arr .. he told me mani of his secrets and he tko damn loud lorr -_- .. ppl can hear liao .. hahaha .. den i to0k 21 home arr .. yupp ..
Saturdae - stayed at home whole dae lorr .. kind of have AP arr .. lolx -_- .. all the fuck fuck fuck words come out .. zzz .. actualli forgot wat i did ytd lehh ..haha
todai - in the morning chatted wif kh lorr .. den went to church .. open sundae leh .. keke .. fun fun .. den go eat den go EastPoint .. on the wae to bus stop saw a parrot tryint to escape !! the parrot go chew on the chain hoping tt it will break den it can fly awae~ so cute rite?!! hahaha =P den went home liao lorr ..at home i go online tok tok .. sians .. tmr got CME project and YK gt the scripts .. tmr must perform liao .. sians .. YK DUN COME TO SCH LEHH!!! lols =//.

2004-09-23T04:22:00.000-07:00

t0dai went to interchange damn earli (-__-) c0sh i nth to do0 marhh and dun feel lyk sleeping =x anywae kind of regretted g0ing to interchange early c0s i waited so0 long for Xy =//. hmm .. on da wae saw vincent ; huixian and shingyee . l0ls` during reading Xy kena called 0ut c0s she neber go CCA . Zzz why mus farkin Mohan care so0 much =x mi neber go CCA also no one care~ l0ls` waiting for Ms Yip to cum find me . i wan quit!! but she sae cann0t . haix!! i hate sjab!! l0ls. anywae i dun intend to go JC nxt tym` so why b0ther going CCA? my mother doesn't care anywae =.=

after tat have Hist0ry. damn sian larhh .. Mr Singh keep 0n saying we will retain den wad becum toilet cleaner. l0ls . during history i did my Lit project.
Music horr .. the songs played is fr0m carto0ns lyk Beauty & The Beast ; tried to make meiqi cry again but ~~failed~~ (-__-)nvm l0rhh .. i noe only WestLife songs can make her cry . hahaha =P
Maths i talk talk wif MZ . he keep drawing his album . l0ls` during recess went wif Meiqi they all lorr. quite siann larhh hahas.

After recess go for chinese . we watched After Scho0l yAy! l0ls` wonder why teacher let us watch .. c0s exams coming mahh all the teachers kan chiong den he still can let us watch movie . but nvm larhh .. veri go0d =P after chinese have Home Econ . damn sian larhh keep d0ing tat fabric tingg. i do until KNS lehh .. kekex .. then coewe lu go make make my w0rk for me ; she very rough wif it and the wh0le tym` i was worrying ab0ut her spoiling my workpiece =x anyway thanks coewe ^^ quite nice .. hahas. den tat irfan go disturb me larhh . keep on making me den i punch him hard hard . den he make me den i snatch his tings throw at him den bang on the flo0r or wat larhh . coewe sae very violent (-__-) opps =x nvm .. irfan deserved it =xx. after home econ have english . while walking back to class tat desmond go h0ld me and wan throw me out of window . Zzz dun care him larh l0ls. during english kena punished c0s din do0 homew0rkk. 0nly 4 pe0ple did the homew0rk >.< pr0 bahhs? haha. den desmond talk c0ck until mrs lu ask him teach the class . i tink she very farked up wif desmond c0s she dun wan sign conduct bo0k . end up whole class must stay back for DC . skipped chinese remedial . anyway g0t DC wat . i dun wan go . hahas. den while sitting outside general 0ffice got one guy name Sebest or wat arr .. 1N2 derhh . he kena accused of stealing sia .. so0 po0r tingg .. sumone put a st0len wallet in his bag den he kena punished lia0s (-__-) oh man .. tis scho0l bo justice derhh . l0ls` after DC went to CS and TM . saw tat mad guy who smell girls bodi at TM . actualli din noticed him derh but Xy ask me see him c0s of his amazing hair colour =x den i see liao quickly run sia . dunno why i so0 scared him . maybe c0s he "attacked" me bef0re =//. after tat went tampines polyclinic . Xy need MC for her CCA marhh . den saw chenghao kor there . he suspected of dengue ( or watever ) fever =x nid to take blo0d test . omg CH take care ehhs. l0ls` after Xy got her MC we take bus l0rr .. at h0me i suddenly got a terrible headache . ahhh den i dun wan go tution marhh but my mother wan me go .. so i drank hot water den i take temperature den sae i have fever . muahaha den i no nid go liaos . im so0o0 tired *yawns* now is 7.45 and im so0 sleepy lia0s . should i sleep? hahas. dun care larhhs. maybe sleeping so0n . tmr have sci test . 1o chapters!! i haven study chap 9 and 1o lehhs . 0thers read thru but din memorise =x lalalas~ l0ls` God bless mi =P h0pe i can pass. hee..
ytd jerald di was so0 calculative . he remember my bdae! l0ls. den he calculate min seconds all tat . hahas . g0nna celebrate my bdae wif him =D last year he spent so0 much $$ on me . i sae i wan to play tis he take out $$ let me play . muahahas . tis year dun wan lia0 larh .. i tink im bullying him . lols . but hu ask him always ha0lian his $$$ . im gonna spend spend spend . hehee. im evil =x tink im gonna spend $3o over for arcade agains =.= . but bef0re tat . i must stardiee for exams!! pass pass pass pass den i go0 out play . weeee~ im lame. >.<
actualli .. cum to tink of it . todai im very quiet. am i am i? =X Xy and meiqi sae i quiet. actualli i was sad for the wh0le dae and maths i almost cried . maybe c0s of zhengui larhh .. i was his mei for 2 years and he did tis farking silly stupid childish ting to me! so angry so angry. todai whole dae buay song him lol . he dun deserve anyting!! farking flirt farking cheater. argh! lols. i dun wanna be sad 0verr him larhh . not worth =DD.

i never regretted l0vin u ; infact i realli loved u.

2004-09-21T04:08:00.000-07:00

hihi~ ytd qiqi cum my hse watch windstruck c0sh she rent vcd marhs l0ls` den i bring her go 293 bus-st0p l0rhhs .. den when i walking h0me .. tat tym` quite dark lia0 arhh .. den got one guy walk past me den sae hi to me den i jus dun care l0rhh .. den he cum t0wards me larhh den i ask him wat he want den he luff luff luff den come closer to me . i jus kicked him and run =x opps~ lols. den saw one woman arhh .. she sh0ut at her children den they dun care still keep luffing den she take off her slippers and chase after them =//. den they scream and run LOL =Xx

kae larhh .. talk ab0ut t0daii. avoided sum0ne t0daii. instead of taking bus fr0m my house there i walked one big big r0und jus to take 291 . l0ls` dunn0 wtf is wr0ng wif me. why am i avoiding the mistake i made? can't i jus finish it once and for all? haii..
* running awae fr0m problems *
lets continue l0ls` alm0st late for scho0l arr =x kekex .. den Maths i sit wif Mz . help him do his 'album' hahas. den recess i suddenli tink abt l0ts of tinggs l0rhhs .. forced myself to smile. hahas. den english sian leh .. do mock paper arr .. Zzz .. lols. after tat is thinking skills . walau damn suay lor zhengui sit beside me den ask me one qn. den i shocked . i tot he kidding only cos coewe told me he bluff her b4 . den i dun care lar .. but realli true .. den kavitha noe abt it also =x z haii.. den i ask desmond tell him answer l0rhhs .. i treat him as brother nia and nth else lor .. like tat larh .. Zzz .. den after scho0l neber go maths remedial!!~ pon =x . went wif mengzhi ; winstar and xuanying . go 7-11 there lor . buy ting eat eat . hahas . spent alot of $$ sia =x

#o1 - 2 boxes of chips or wat [ duno wats tt called ]
#o2 - 2 cups of drinks [ treat xy ]
#o3 - 1 cup no0dle
#o4 - 1 box of sweets

lols i tink liddat arr .. forgot liao .. went to staircase dere eat c0s raining marh .. den winstar wan us go remedial so we act go lor .. budden when step into scho0l saw ms lau =x she walking to her car den me mz and xy run behind the wall and hide . lols` den she go liao mz go home den we go toilet lar .. den saw meiqi coewe they all lor .. coewe told me alot of tings sia .. den i hear liao wan to puke! not puke larh .. is my hair stand lor .. =//. after tat went home . den suddenly remembered - winstar take my ez link card never return!! argh!! l0ls . den i call here call there ask vic pei wo take back card from winstar house . winstar stay so far awae lor .. haix .. den i go coffeeshop find BHS . end up play until dun wan take card liao -_-!! so nvm lor .. vic lend me $$ take bus home . xie xie!!

haix .. t0dai most of the tym` forcing myself to smile derhh .. i dun wan ppl to see me sad lor .. so write all my frustrations here .. hahas.hope tmr will be a better dae for me =DD.
living a lyf` tat hurts // might as well die and forget all pains and miseries . haii..

2004-09-19T06:35:00.000-07:00

i swear to study hard so tat i wun get threaten by my parents again. keep saying wan cut off my internet if i dun study . wtf~ fuck 0ff from my internet larhs . my one and only baobei left . lmao~ everyting seem so0 cold now .. no more family .. no more friends .. left me and my internet (-__-) hahas.
to those naggy fucking adults - stop nagging lehh .. very noisy lehh .. si chicken backside! *hmph! =X [ sorri meiqi for using ur backside to scold people =X ] lalalas~ walau my parents now so cold to me . wtf did i do0 . all they wan from me is study study study .. Zzz .. i hate that word .. if they ever cut off my internet im gonna leave house and NEVER come back!!~ even if i do0 .. i wun tok to them until they get my internet back!! hmph hmph dun care larhs (T_____T)
everyting sux now . i sux i sux yea!! DEIDREA TAN ZHONG LIN SUX! wee~ =X im mad~ ai yah .. i tinkk i better study larh .. if i fail final year .. im ruining my own future .. and i scared cannot go0 online .. can die one leh =X .. cannot tok to kor .. ahhh!!! lol

STEFANI SOH MEIQI U BETTER GO TO SCHOOL TMR LEH!! hope u get well arhh .. u dun go also nvm =P cos i wun miss u derh .. muahahaha jkjk .. u cum horr .. if not cannot hear chicken noise in class .. hehee. but dun spread bird flu horr .. i still wan to eat chicken one horr .. lalalas~ im crapping . l0ls lamee =X

t0dai wh0le dae i controlled my tears .. yay yay i neber cry!! happii for me? =//. lols~ controlled my tears c0s after seeing wat he sae lor .. haha .. actualli .. everytime i in trouble .. everytime i sad .. the first person i wan to comfort me de is him leh .. why why why 10o0x why arh? lols .. Zzz .. ai yah .. i set target lia0o .. i dun care if he 4get me or wat lor .. he happi can lia0o .. anyway watever he do im gonna support him and stand by his side. he noe it or not is his problem . lols sumtimes .. loving a person secretly without telling out the secrets quite xin ku leh .. hahas. nvm larhh .. as i said .. he happi can lia0o .. i dun wan fan him anim0re.

anyway made a huge mistake in lyf` shan't sae wat lorr. deeply regretted .. haix .. now im totally lost .. sianx lehss .. duno wad to do0 .. nvm .. GOD HELP ME ARRHHH (T__T)!! l0ls` todai mum AP me i AP her backk . sianx .. life sux ..

wateverr i do ; i never regretted ; but now i have one regret ; tat regret is letting u go

2004-09-18T04:29:00.000-07:00

ahhhhhhh!!! * scratch scratch scratch scratch scratch scratch *
itchy ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
lols` shouldn't have g0ne wif xy and vic to pick saga seeds at weekiat house larh!
hmph! * =X now wh0le leg mosquito bites!! argh! * s0bbs `
t0dai stayed at home all dae ~ lazi go out l0rhs .. i go online den study abit
see i so0o guaii!~ ^^ * bhb * heeex ..
actualli i spent most of my tym` applying medicine on my bites =X
its damn itchy l0rhhs!! can't blame .. the mosquitos there were HUGE =XxX

hmm`x .. went out for dinner. go PizZa Hut @ TM. den sumtingg sadd happen l0rhhs ..
c0sh my father and mother share fo0d marhhs .. den my father ask my mother to bring her plate to him den she ask him cut ma .. den he sae no plate how to put fo0d den she kp l0rr. den go shout at him. den he sae he jus ask her bring her plate why must quarrel .. she sae is he started it first larhx .. den he tell her not to be so unreasonable can an0t .. den she tell him shut up .. den he sae ' hab u notice tat u even treat ur own children lyk tis anot ; abit of tings also scold them until so cham ; wat the hells' den he bang the plate on the table .. tt time everyone was lo0king at us l0rhs and i was s0o damn pai sehh .. Zzz i almost told them to shut up .. at home quarell about $$ matters ; outside abit of tings also quarrel .. haix .. den tat tym` i completely l0se my appetite .. dun wanna eat lia0s .. den so0n my father friendly friendly and talkative but my mother AP lia0s .. wtf .. everytime so xiaoqi and AP onee. den eat finish she jus walk herself. den she pangseh us larhs .. so nvm lorr .. i walk wif my sister and father . den she go up the lift herself. den my sister wan walk in derh budden my mother jus close the do0r .. almost hit my sister leh! wth~ she realli started the fuckin fight first. my dad ask her give him her plate she mus kp so0 much .. haiss .. nvm l0rhhs .. used to it lerr bahhs .. everydae quarrel .. can feel tat my family is tearing apart .. tat tym` when they quarelling me and my sisterr controlled our tears. we b0th younger than our parents and we n0e the meaning of peace and l0ve .. why can't our parents n0e the meaning of tat? fuckin adults~ so damn fucked up larhss .. im feeling so0 sad n0w .. and those mosquito bites are killing mee .. argh!! =X t0dai go out wear jeans lehhs .. l0ng tym` never touch mi jeans lia0s .. now feel so0 uncomfortable .. hahas! h0pe my parents are 0kae so0n .. my mother now still AP .. my father can't be bothered wif her .. i can't be bothered about anyone .. i dun wanna waste my breath and tears on my family who quarells becos of small matters. i rather concentrate on animals and friends ..
but now i nid sumone to cheer me up!! yuzhi kor where are YOU!!!! (T_____T)

2004-09-16T03:17:00.000-07:00

yo~ lols .. i long tym` neber blog liaos sia .. now den realise .. sorri ehh .. to0 busy =.= .. hee .. t0dai sian sian de go scho0l .. history chatted wif xy ; stefani and mengzhi .. keke .. chat abt Japan lolx .. beri interesting lor .. hehe .. den music hear one stupid song .. tried to make stefani cry again but failed =/ hee .. den maths tok to xy .. neber realli pay attention in class arr .. hahaa .. den recess went wif stef dey all lor .. den zhengui told me tt aisha pregnant arr .. den i tell stefani .. den suddenly everyone noe sia .. duno hu the hell spread .. chinese tok tok wif mengzhi den sleep .. den after chinese heard from stef tt huijun told noelle abt tt aisha ting? den sae is i tell her one? wtf lor~ when did i tell tings to huijun .. gt ting also dowan tell her lor .. recess she push me i haven settle tt lor .. push ppl also nv sae sorri .. den now accuse me of telling her .. shen jing bing lor .. den i so angry i go punch the wall den got one loud loud sound .. and i dun feel pain in my hand at all .. to0 angry .. de go home econ mdm teo keep picking on me lor .. ppl wan the colour of cloth she give .. i wan the colour she dowan give .. cb sia .. so nvm lor .. anyhow do la .. hu cares anyway .. den tok tok wif coewe ; desmond ; chin lo0ng and geng kai lor .. haa .. den tt mdm teo sae wan to cut my hair cos to0 long .. siao arh .. pick on me so much .. wan cut cut la .. sue her lor .. walau i hate her larh!!! den sae wad i not fit be a girl all tt .. her problem meh? so old liao still wan wear cheongsam show off her big fat tummy .. tink she very sexy issit .. pui la .. wat i not fit to be a girl .. she gt wat right to sae me lyk tt? lyk she fit to be one lyk tt .. so old still so vain .. ARGH! den after home econ den english .. do sum work arr .. den i haven do finish den stay back do lor .. den find BHS .. den go victor hse .. kept laughing at him .. cos he act girl .. hahaha .. den the ro0m full of bras -_- .. Zzz lols .. den went wif victor go Weekiat house .. at the top of a hill~ near a prison .. LOL .. i saw the prison arr .. den go pick saga seeds .. keke .. alot of mosquitos!! whole leg all mosquito bites .. haiss~ =X den went home arr .. eat dinner go online .. later hab tution .. sianss ... haiss .. hate my lyf` manss .. i tink aishah w0rk until sick one la .. she work afterno0n to night .. den night study for exams .. den nv sleep well .. mus go sch .. of cos sick la .. den to0 tired till faint .. cannot be pregnant la .. den jus now desmond chrstina and coewe sae wad wan to spread all tt .. den i shout at them lor .. to0 much la .. not confirm yet den wan spread .. later ppl lo0k down on aishah .. zzz ... k larhx .. i go bathe liaos .. feel so0 dirty .. cos jus now pick saga seeds ma .. so itchy! argh .. kk .. zai jian~

2004-09-13T07:01:00.000-07:00

yoyo .. todai morning stefani went scho0l wif me .. hai si ta late .. sorri leh .. lolx .. zZz .. very sleepy sia .. todai time lyk pass to fast lehx .. wakakas~ hmm .. todai MZ keep going wif me and xy lehs -_- .. zzz haha .. nvm la .. lolx .. ahh todai whole class keep calling xy ju on 3 . LOL .. so bad leh .. mr vanan see also hair lyk stand lyk tt .. muahaa .. so bad siaa .. hmm .. k la go to after sch .. waited for victor lor .. gimme sth .. kekex .. dun wan to sae wad .. but plain failed =.= .. tmr mus go sch zzz ... very sian leh .. tis post will be short cos now my mama nagging at me go sleep .. haha .. im going sick .. k la gtg .. byebye

2004-09-12T18:39:00.000-07:00

here i am again! --- to blog!! miss me?? =xx hmm`x okae .. i got mani mani mani people to thank~~ kekex .. first of all .. thanks guixiong kor!! for giving me mani advices .. i needed those =p
secondly .. thanks yuzhi kor!! he agreed to carry 5o% of my load . now i feel so light . muahahas but he got 15o% load .. feel kind of guilty =( but still xie xie! =D
thirdly .. my most ~~precious~~ .. brader (brother) ~~ TKH! Tan Kenghui .. ahahas he arhh .. he chatted me wif me for 2 whole nights . yup yup den he sort of use jokes to cheer me up and maybe sum advices too .. keke thanks wor =p
forthly .. my daddy -- isbandi! hahax .. he arhh .. actualli forgot how he cheered me up =.= .. but he did arr .. haha but not much .. but still appreciated it =) ..
last of all .. all my friends around me =D .. bec0s of tis incident i found out i hab one precious ting in my life .. my friends .. haha touched ma? =p jkjk >.< well c0s of xueqi & pinggx & of cos my kors and sum others around me .. i cheered up alot or else now i surely be sad sad derh.. haha ai yah .. i dunno wat to sae la .. jus .. thank you guys! =p =D

k la blog till here bahh .. going out to eat breakfast~~ Mac =p muahaha .. t0o sian at home ..k la ltr i cum back i update .. zai jian!!

[ #updateo1 ]
Zzz . jus came home from church . very tired . hehe! ok la . Auntie Ailing went overseas last week and came back todai . bought a leather and bead bracelets for us . very nice sia .. kekex .. thanks auntie ailing! hmm`x todai reached home around 2.3o . and i went online lorhx .. tmr sch0ol reopen .. argh! beri sian manz .. haix nvm .. den went to soh hwee blog .. read liao i damn dulan sia .. everyting write out .. wad would meiqi tink ? .. haix .. meiqi cheer up .. i also dunno he tis kind of person de .. kkz .. hmm .. alot of tings la .. lazi to type out .. kekex .. ok la .. one ting .. i will remember u dun smoke or wat leh .. kk .. one more ting - i bloody fucking hate unfaithful guys! [ fullstop ]
define stupidity : loving sumone when he dun even like me
read from mummy nick derh :)

2004-09-10T23:45:00.000-07:00

yoyo .. hee .. pai seh worr .. long time no update .. was m0odless .. haha .. hmm .. ok .. school is gonna reopen .. so sian .. school reopen have alot of tests .. haa.. k la .. todai .. very sian .. i wan go out but no one go out wif me .. argh~ .. haha ... meiqi and her fren not going out liao so i dun go .. kor bu yao go out so dun go .. no one to ask liao .. haha ... hmm .. ytd .. night .. happen mani tings bahh .. me and ~~him~~ break lerr .. haiZz .. dun ask me why .. got reasons bahh .. dun remind me abt it horr ... cried alot last night arr .. but acted happi .. well .. my kor can sense im sad .. oh well ... nvm lor .. told him wad happen .. haha .. he sae he let me down last time liao lerr .. so its ok ... dunno la .. i dun even noe wth is wrong wif me ... seriously .. there's mani reasons behind tis arr ... maybe staying single is the best arr .. yup .. can lead my own life .. can search tis world for my true love .. a true love wun make me cry .. i noe .. hee .. hope so arhh ... haiZz... now im damn sad .. again .. oh well .. nvm .. i'll be fine in a few weeks time bahh .. haha ...

2004-09-09T04:58:00.000-07:00

t0dai morning kena woken by a call from Stefani Soh Meiqi!! haha .. anyway not going to meei Yi Jie at the library. first , c0sh im sick. Secondly , c0sh my parents forced me to go out wib them. Zzz so i asked meiqi pass him msg l0rhx .. feel kind of guilty arr .. c0s i promised him lerrs .. den suddenly sae i cannot go .. ahh (T__T) .. duibuqi! s0rri yi jie jie .... =(

hmm`x .. went to Marine Parade eat lunch .. ate beef steak and cheesecake .. nice nicee .. haha .. den went to Parkwae arhh .. walk here walk there .. den saw this 2 mad girls .. totally siao gao one ar! they both hold hands den jump here jump there and scream and laugh and run here run there .. haha they look older than me arh .. diu lian manz~ lolx .. den go my grandparents house arhh .. spend the whole aftern0on watching MTV .. argh beri sian! lolx .. den go my house there eat dinner arhh .. i ate 2 pieces of roti prata and one bowl of ban mian .. argh! eat so much .. haha .. den go home i go online lohh .. went to huixian blog .. damn nice! so jealous .. haha .. good job! =D .. den Stefani told me sumtings which made me damn angrii .. arghh .. he himself also flirt flirt one .. den why stef talk to guys he must jealous and angry? haiz .. suan lerr .. i dun wan tok abt him .. he want call me cursed girl or wat let him call lor .. i dun care a damn~ lets drop tat subject ..
anyway still feel kind of guilty and sad over tat yi jie matter ahh .. duno why nehhx .. haix .. maybe cos i suddenly broke my promise to my friend .. tats why lorhx .. t0o bad the rest of holidaes im busyy .. so can't go out wif him .. maybe next time bahh .. i hope =)
tmr going out wif XyZ again arhhx .. c0s her sister got tution den she can sneak out of the house .. hahax .. gonna take neoprint .. YaY~! lalalas~ okiee enuff of my madness .. one prob is .. she can stay for 2 hrs nia .. 5-7 .. lmao~ nvm larhx .. i wan to get out of my house!! =x

YOU are the reason why i smile =D

2004-09-08T04:52:00.000-07:00

Happie Bdae Xuanying!

yoyo` t0dai morning met stefani at interchange den go Mac eat lorhx .. she horr .. dunno how to eat one LOL =x .. hmm`x den Coewe come lerhx den we dun feel like going History remedial~ blehx but still got go larhx .. c0sh got test l0rhx .. so $|4NX arhh never study worr .. lolx .. dEn after the test can go home (-__-'') . waste time manx .. l0ls` den we sit down talk talk .. can see stefani very sad l0rhx .. cheer upp ehh .. u both one dae sure together de kae .. dun lose hope on him and urself ^^
hmm`x den meiqi acc me go pierce ear lorhx .. hahaha .. not pain derh .. actualli .. im controlling the pain =x . lmao~ who cares anyway . damn shiok =x . lalalas~ ehhs den went home lorhx .. go bathe change all tat .. cos late ler mahh .. must wait for XyZ .. den i reach there late sia .. but she later lorh! i tell her meet 1 she come at 2 -.- tmd lehx lolx but nvm .. den i see her i tio shocked man .. CHIOBU! =x hahaha lolx den mani mani stare at her =x lmao~ den go TM meet kh ... i told XyZ about wad happen and all tat arh for the past few daes .. haix .. so sad~ lolx .. den kh buy the ticket for 'The Face' den go Bedok Billard there lorhh .. play Daytano .. beri sian =/ .. *sigh* den go back TM watch movie lorhx .. den in mrt got one old man .. biantai one ar .. xy standing .. den he look and go near her .. den wan to touch her .. heng she move awae ar .. den kh told us de la .. sae he wan touch xy .. den i go infront of him scold him cb .. den in tm .. xy standing opposite me .. den tt old man see her den walk towards her .. den i pull her to me and scold him biantai .. den he hear liao jus walk awae .. stupid idiot .. so biantai .. go geylang la .. k then go watch movie .. it sux .. so boring .. no thrill .. haix .. =x .. hmm`x .. den after tat went home liao arhh .. my mum saw my ear arh .. jus scold me nia .. heng arh =D .. lolx .. hmm`x .. b4 i went home kh gimme early bdae present .. thanks! lolx .. haix .. tinking about alot of tings arhhx .. dunno wat to do now .. nvm bahh .. try to be happi .. hee ..

2004-09-07T03:02:00.000-07:00

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yoyo .. lolx .. ytd happen mani mani tings .. todai quite sad arhh .. budden got my Angel to cheer me up =D . muahahaa =x . hmm`x .. g0nna do sum kind of soul searching for 2 months . yup yup ^^ and i decided to turn over a new leaf . bilif it or not im gonna be a guai kiaaaaaaa =xXx . lalalas~ hehee. thought it over alreadii - im gonna work hard and prepare for my final year exams . results slack like siao0o . if i dun work hard im gonna nid to retain nxt year =(
tmr going History remedial~~~ without XyZ. she dun wanna go mahhs lolx . so i go wif Stefani l0rhx .. see~ wo bian guai lia0x xPpP~ tmr meeting her in the morning go eat Mac .Zzz SiAnX lEhX .. no money l0lx..
kind of blur about sth - shan't mention about it . tts the purpose of having 2 months of soul searching . yupp yupp ^^ . im gonna change for g0od .. weee~~ =x
ming tian shi XyZ de bdae . haven buy for her bdae present . opps =x haix .. dunno wat to buy for her larhx .. beri sian de lehz *sigh* k larhx blog till here . zai jian! =D

who can put a smile on my face? who can make me from (T___T) becum =D? haiz..